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[04 Sep 2006|08:13pm] |
i miss them a lot. a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot.
shit :(
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[03 Jul 2006|10:46am] |
bye peach,
miss you already.
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[06 Jun 2006|07:10pm] |
just to let everyone know, im a relationship "jeapordizer"
you probably shouldnt be friends with me. and im too crunk for your skunk..
SENIORS 07 bbbeeeaatchessss.
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[04 Jun 2006|05:53pm] |
oh shit.
oh shit.
oh shit.
so tonight ill sit think about your pictures and over analyze your words the truth is ive never fallen so hard.
just to let you know, this is me moving on. im just another girl. to every one. i mean, thats what everyone is. this is the alcohol and the lack of sleep and the stress of leaving and finals speaking, not sarah. this is about nothing it should be about. no one knows what im talking about. except for maybe one person. until they talk to the one person that cant find out. but they wont .because im not the same girl. im very different. and prettier and smarter and less of a whore. leaving this summer is the best decision i have ever made in my life. best decision.
oh shit.
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[20 May 2006|03:26pm] |
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It is personal in the way personal used to mean before Americans started to flock to talk shows to compete at being freaks.
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[18 May 2006|05:30pm] |
everyone is winding up
i am winding down
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[10 May 2006|11:22am] |
actually.
dont call at all
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[06 May 2006|05:49pm] |
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if you are planning to hang out with me only for paul. dont call.
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[20 Apr 2006|08:59pm] |
my name is sarah
and im not actually gay enough to celebrate 4.20. i think its intesting that the most important things at one time, can mean nothing a few months later. how your friends change based on your interests. how thats a good thing. how you can mean nothing, and still mean something. when people like to hide. how im going to california tommorow. and im more excited to spend time with my family than upset that im missing whats here. that im going to israel. how i know my "annoynmous donor".
today was beautiful.
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[07 Apr 2006|11:57pm] |
so
party tommorow. tonight was nice, but not.
this is a situation.
i fucking hate gay people.
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[27 Mar 2006|12:20pm] |
happiest day of my life.
stay tuned for details.
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[24 Mar 2006|07:25pm] |
you guys are stupid fucks.
stop fucking complaining.
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[22 Mar 2006|07:50pm] |
everything that i have written tonight sounds stupid and juvinille tonight.
i feel really bad. and sick. and stressed. and sick. sick. sick.
but good. because. i hate liars, and i found one. and it makes me laugh.
but more stressed. about a lot.
2 days.
and it will be over.
and then it will start.
and im always sick. really sick.
bust
fuck you and your twenty two
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[20 Mar 2006|06:30pm] |
im not really sure who reads this anymore. its funny because there are times when i know who does. and like, i think its funny, because a lot of the time, they dont even talk to me in real life. but currently... i guess it doesnt really matter. even if its no one.
so anyways, last night i talked to my brother, the first time since he left. i feel really bad about it, because like, hes my brother and i probabyl should have sent him an e-mail at least, but whatever im a bad sister. I dont know, I miss him. like a lot, a lot more than i thought i did. Lately, Ive been thinking a lot about how were not going to be together forever. or at least, im not going to be with the people im with right now forever, and its a little depressing. a lot. its just been on my mind. for example, all these people came home from college this week, and like last week. and either it was awkward, or it was sad. Because, chances are I'll see them maybe once or twice during the summer, and then thats it. maybe for a while, maybe forever. Its the forever that gets me. Its the people I've known forever that really get me. Its the fact that when I'm a freshman in college, I probably won't even know these people anymore. A lot of them anyways. And I'm really going to miss them. I mean, the people who matter will stay. But the people who matter NOW may not stay.
another thing... i think i need to go to israel. everyday i think of one more bad thing about here, and one more amazing thing about there. But I'm nervous. About the relationships ill miss here, and the relationships ill make there. will make. hopefully. And it is my whole summer. Im missing nantucket. Something my family tries so hard to do together. and although it can be boring, i miss my family. I will miss them. a lot. the fact that its the only time that it will be everyone for a long time. I'm nervous. Really nervous. But although I'll miss my family, and a lot of the people here, I can't say I'll miss my friends. because lately, they havent really been friends at all. I need the strong bonds we used to have. Because the people I used to have those with arent really around anymore. And I need them. I do. I miss them.
im not done
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[19 Mar 2006|05:43pm] |
im in trouble
dont expect to see me soon :(
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[14 Mar 2006|03:26pm] |
i really hate people
i cant wait for this weekend.
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[10 Mar 2006|03:07pm] |
I LOVE DAIRY PRODUCT
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[23 Feb 2006|09:07pm] |
i walk around the school hallways and look at the people. i look at the teachers and wonder why they're here. if they like their jobs. or us. and i wonder how smart they were when they were fifteen. not in a mean way. in a curious way. it's like looking at all the students and wondering who's had their heart broken that day, and how they are able to cope with having three quizzes and a book report due on top of that. or wondering who did the heart breaking. and wondering why.
upset
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[20 Feb 2006|11:19am] |
oh
kevin is more considerate than anyone.
by the way
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